Friday, June 8, 2018
Around the World in 80 Days?
No that is not where I have disappeared to, but since the last craft fair I have totally been on a hiatus. Some times I wish I could just float away and leave all the everyday worries on the ground.
It seems like I haven't been here in ages.
I guess a month is a bit long : (
House hunting has totally got me stressed.
Change can be exciting and hard at the same time. I like seeing new things, new places and new adventures. It is all exciting and I feel that this is mostly because you have the familiar of home waiting for you, a cosy cocoon waiting to wrap you up in all that is know and loved.
Trying to find the perfect new place to become that place of warm familiar comfort is a bit overwhelming. What if you choose the wrong place and you never feel at home again.
l look at all these houses and try to picture living there.
Sometimes I can't. Sometimes I can but not with my things. Sometimes I feel that I would have to change to live in that house. Sometimes I feel that I have to change to be able to live anywhere else. And if I move will I still be me?
Have I been settled in too long?
Sorry for the rant.
I will float away again for a bit.